Tuesday, December 30, 2003 @8:33 PM
fEEliNg pIsSed...anGRy and SAD!!!
heLLo....hmm....today wake up very early...reach sch at abt 6.50...i was the first one there...haiz...coz bel say tt she opening the bandroom door at 7...to let mi test the new instrument...-___-"...she late...kinda pissed but a while ok le...hmm..starting when i try the mouthpiece tt time...sounded rather soft...use the instrument for the day...starting of the band while everyone was doing warm up tt time....ms yeo called the heads out to tok....when i look out of the window tt time i saw bel crying and i can sense tt something bad is going to happen....after dey finish toking dey call us to go for sectionals...in the middle of sectionals ms yeo call us to go into bandroom...juz as i expected...something bad has happen...she announced and say tt sir wun be with us anymore....he's leaving us...i nearly cried....but was controling...after ms yeo tok to us all of us were very sad...but no matter wat...i feel tt the band shouldn't fall...we should go on as a band...continue to strive for the best...and dun becoz of sir leave den we slack...no point doing tt...he wun be coming back anymore...we juz gonna move on...during sectionals when bel was toking to us tt we should not slack and all these things...i was kinda tearing a bit...but din come out coz...i was controling very hard....i was kinda happy after the break coz i play very nicely with the new mouthpiece and instrument...and i was playing very loud...i nv realli played tt loud for so long before..after band mi...cs...huiwen went to PS to shop around...din do anything stupid in the mrt...we ate yoshinoya...and we went to the music shop...stay there playing the instruments for quite long...after we all very tired le...den we went back...we all feel so dead...i went home straight away slp...lol...was so tired lor...den i slp for half an hr lydat...my mother very irritating lor...i slping den she ask mi y nv come back eat lunch...and she beating mi....wat the hell...i slping lor...wa lao...so pissed off can...i was so tired and was feeling kinda sick...she still lydat...wat the hell...IRRITATING~!!....i angry until i was crying...went online...and was crying in front of the comp so many times...wz sis-hz...cs and sammi was kinda comforting mi lah...thx...yupx..worst part is i am already so pissed and sad le....my dad still come and irritated mi...wa lao...and i cried again...i nv cried so much in one day lor...sickening....i wanted comfort frm wz one but too bad she in camp...was kinda struggling with my emotion...coz wz was kinda like my emotional pillar....haiz...den having dinner tt time i was giving black face...wasn't toking at all...i cry until my throat very pain...dunno y oso...feeling kinda sick...sobXx..din do my hmw...den i dun feel like going to sectional outing tmw liao...no time for hmw and oso feeling kinda sick...tt sectional outing oso quite last min...so i dun wan....ahhh...watever lah....nway gtg le....buaibuai....tc
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