Have you ever get confuse over reality and fantasy?
Have you ever get cover by thoughts that are just dreams?
And when you tried to get out of it, you just seem to be stuck in it.
When the show is over, you realized that is it just a fantasy.
The reality isn’t what you dream.
You still have to face the reality of life

Well, to be honest I do experience it.
I did wish that life was smooth and sailing.
I did wish that life was what I imagine it show be like.
Disappointments came when I realize that it was just a dream.

But if life were to be what I fantasize then will God be in the picture?
Would I know God?
Would I become the kind of person God made me to be?
Would I live life to the fullest?
Would I still have a life full of challenges?

These thoughts are tearing my spirit and flesh apart.
The flesh desires for fantasy
But the spirit knows that the reality is the truth.
What a dilemma!